We Weren’t Volunteers, We Were Experiments
I am Zsanine Gross. I am a mother, a U.S. Navy veteran, a full-time psychology student at UNF, and a future neuropsychologist with an emphasis on the safety of Black women.
I created Never Voluntary because I decided that Black women and our bodily contributions to the medical field will not be forgotten, erased, or written out of history.
I did not build this store for pity. I built it to give people something tangible to hold onto. The t-shirts and scarves in this collection are not just products. They are core memories, conversation starters, and statements stitched into fabric. When you wear them, you are carrying the truth the system wants to bury.
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Black Matter. Gray Matter. White Coats.
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Don’t Scan Me Unless You Plan to Save Me
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Don’t scan me unless you plan to save me satin charmeuse scarf
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Gray Matter Black Matter Satin Charmeuse Scarf
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At REMIND Lab, I bridge neuroscience, psychology, and lived experiences of Black women to uncover how trauma reshapes the Black brain.
My work includes:
Studying how Pilates impacts the brain, stress pathways, and mental clarity for Black women
Developing patent-pending neuroprotective research with a licensed attorney guiding the process
Documenting how trauma, racism, and reproductive violence visibly change the brain and demanding accountability from a system that refuses to see it
Every sale from Never Voluntary helps fund this work and sustains the future I am building.
Shop the Neurological Collection
Truths about Black women’s brains, stitched into cotton and satin.
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Trauma rewired me
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I wasn’t quiet, I was neurologically hijacked
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Show Me the White Matter Loss, Then Ask About My Rage
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Don’t Scan Me Unless You Plan to Save Me
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Your Purchase Is a Billboard of What They Try to Erase
Adriana Smith is evidence. The Relf sisters are evidence. My son’s pregnancy and birth story is evidence. Black women’s lives and bodies have been used, cut open, sterilized, neglected, and written out of medical history. What was done to us is not resilience. It is not survival. It is data. It is evidence. Every shirt and scarf in the Neurological Collection is a billboard of that truth. When you wear it, you are refusing silence. You are carrying names and stories that should never be erased. Your purchase is not just fabric. It is a refusal to let the history of experiments and violations against Black women disappear. Half of every sale funds my research at REMIND Lab. The other half sustains me so I can keep writing, studying, and building the archive our ancestors deserved. This is not charity. This is the price of being remembered.
The next breakthrough starts here.
Your donation helps REMIND Lab raise $2,500 to secure the patent for our original supplement and begin trials that protect Black women’s brain health, from fertility through menopause and into dementia and Alzheimer’s. Every dollar moves us closer to answers our mothers and daughters have always deserved.